Reflection 5

I told myself that I would stay more motivated than last semester but I could not I lost it , mainly because of all the reading and essays that I have to do, it so stressful, and I tend to take short breaks that eventually become hours of time wasted into talking to people and playing football, it is not a total waste but that time would of gone towards my homework. My motivation for school right now is not high enough I feel that because now that we are on the second part of the semester everything is going go by quicker and most classes are going be easier and my motivation should be high, but it is not. I feel that I need a break from school because it is so stressful and I try not to think that because if I do give myself a break I am sure that I will not return to college. I need to work on my grades for my classes; on all of them even if I have a passing grade because there is always something that can be done to get a higher grade. In order to get my grades higher I need to stop talking to my friends on weekdays until the weekends if I do not have homework and football as well. I need to get motivate that the semester is almost over and that summer is near but more importantly that I stay on top of things to do the best I can in my classes and keep thinking in a positive way and not negatively because in doing so one has already fail, and with that I think that I would be able to raise both my motivation and grades.